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Name: « eXin
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Ocala
Birthday: 9/2/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: 28 days later, 80s movies, a static lullaby, a7x, aar, alexisonfire, anime, apc, atreyu, avenged sevenfold, being stupid, blazing saddles, boys night out, brand new, cartoon network, cheap sci fi movies, clan of the cavebear, coding, csi, css, cynicism, degrassi, die trying, dillinger escape plan, eighteen visions, emo, eyeliner, fall out boy, farrenheight 451, fearless, filmography, flaw, funeral for a friend, fuse, god, hair dye, hardcore, html, hxc, law & order, law & order:svu, layouts, local shows, lotr, matrix, metal, mohawks, montey python, norma jean, o'grady, office space, philosophy, photography, photoshop, plains of passage, programming, psychology, rock, sarcasm, scripting, stone sour, straightedge, sxe, taking back sunday, the big lebowski, the giver, the used, the-n, valley of horses, webdesign, what dreams may come, your momma, emery, dead poetic, snowpartrol, mcr, norma jean, armsbendback, fight club [book & movie], MAKING FUN OF YOU!!
Expertise: you suck at everything and I am good at everything; therefore me > you. Heck Yeah. Don't hate .... hater.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
7/2/2003
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| Hi TheUnlovedRocker! It's been 731 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium?
No, I wouldn't actually, but thank you for reminding me.
I've had this shit for two years today. Brilliant.
So let's see.. what's changed since my last anniversary post..
Eheh.. where to start.. I think I'll just highlight the shit I'll want to remember in a year.
Lost almost all my friends, some on purpose. Fell in love again; went
through another boyfriend. Started going to local shows religiously.
Got my permit, finally. Made a bunch of new friends who have since
graduated. Learned to let go of some harbored feelings. Saw a few
movies that changed my view on living. Fell in love with CSI. Forgot
elvish almost entirely. Had/am having another identity crisis. Bought a
cute boy a shirt. Applied for a job and didn't get hired. Had a few
nasty chickfights, called a few bitches out (haha). Cut more of my hair
off & dyed it 238942084 colors. Went to Indiana twice. Went on my
first "date", what a load of bullshit. Went around asking boys if they
had condoms for Katie's brand new Roos. Cellphone in October. New
flipphone after the new year. Boston Lobster Feast for my last
birthday. Digicam for Christmas. Had some really great times with some
really amazing people that I’m going to miss terribly when next year
comes around.
I think that’ll do for now. Happy two years to me.
[edit]
thought of some more:
Started birth control in december '04
started officially claiming edge around january '04
went to the gyno for the first time jan '05 (sick, I know, but I'm gonna want to remember what the date was)
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| RIP
Kalynn Denise Walker
January 7, 1989 - April 2005
we won't forget you. | | |
| - I've had this xanga for one year today.
what's gone on in the last year? well, i'll tell you...
I fell in love. Got my heartbroken. Met alot of new great people.
Redirected my life. Got my first D on a report card. Realized that
school means absolutely nothing, it's just something to do to fill my
day. Learned full html/css. Learned that people change. Learned that
I'm going to have to find a way to cope with people changing.
Discovered that thus far I have done nothing with my life, and have
kept that up this past year. Learned that I have become almost
dependent on my "online friends".
Actually, I didn't really learn anything in a year. I've just gotten myself even more confused.
..I was going to write this big long epiphany riddled post, but
instead, I think I'll skip over the sappy shit and get right to it.
The
point is..writing in a journal has helped me alot. I'm not exactly
"open" with my feelings, but writing has helped me sort them out, or
atleast to vent, and get it all out. I realize that I am irrational,
apprehensive, second-guessing, indecisive, moody, emo, bi-polar-ish,
masochistic, I assume the worst, I never know what I want, and
the only thing that makes me a little happy is good music. and being
myself. and standing up for what I believe in. and writing, as it turns
out, really helps me deal with all my personality flaws.
So I guess not much has changed in the last year. Actually, alot
has. I've grown up. Changed alot of things I resented about myself, and
reordered my life. I am finally liking who I am or atleast how
I am and anyone who disagrees can suck it. ...heh...somewhere along the
lines, I picked up a "if you oppose me, go fuck yourself" attitude. har.
So yes, untill next year.... I hope you've enjoyed my aniversary post.
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